i miss you . like , really yes i do .

I still remember the look on your face
lit through the darkness at 2:15 am
The words that you whispered for just us to know
you told me you loved me , So why did you go away?

That February 27th

the beat of your heart jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
i never imagined we'd end like this

Because I love your handshake meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you before
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are :)

I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you , you wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

Your name, forever the name on my heart