Apr 16, 2011

imyt - reply .

guess i miss you much .
and denying it makes me cry .
you said that you miss me .
but you do miss her too right ? :(
what a lifee .
i do stalk your facebook sometimes .
but suddenly i found her comment in your wall .
heartbroken ? NO !
feels sad about it ? NO !
regret what i've done ? NO !
lying about everything above ? YES !


atiqa kau bodoh sebab lepskan dia bila kau tahu yang kau masih sayang dia sebab kau sendiri tahu kau tak boleh deny feeling yang dah grow for about two years dan kau mengada gila bila pergi stalk facebook dia dan mengharap dia tahu kewujudan blog ni .

kau sangat bodoh bila kau tahan diri kau dari menangis pasal dia tiap kali kau terfikir pasal dia dan kau bodoh sebab kau rasa sekarang kau macam kena pilih between dia dan adib walaupun benda tu tak terjadi .

kau bodoh sebab fikir yang bila dia text kau means dia nak kau balik padahal benda tu tak terlintas pun kat kepala otak dia tu sebab dia dah pernah tipu kau bila keluar dengan Najihah Hashim tu .

dan kau sangat bodoh bila percaya yang dia kata dia sangat benci kan perempuan tu dan takkan contact perempuan tu sebab last few months kau nampak dia comment dekat wall perempuan cilaka tu .

dan kau bodoh sebab keep on tulis pasal dia dan tak halang pun diri kau dari ingat kat dia . kau sangat bodoh bila kau cuba rahsiakan everything yang kau rasa .

kau bodoh bila kau add perempuan jalang tu sebab kau tahu dia takkan approve kau pun lah babi !

dan dan , kau sangat bodoh bila mengharap dia datang kat kau balik . :)




Mar 28, 2011

i miss you . like , really yes i do .

I still remember the look on your face
lit through the darkness at 2:15 am
The words that you whispered for just us to know
you told me you loved me , So why did you go away?

That February 27th
the beat of your heart jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
i never imagined we'd end like this

Because I love your handshake meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you before
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are :)

I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you , you wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

Your name, forever the name on my heart


Mar 26, 2011

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
but I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He would try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

I know, I know, I just know
You're not gone. You can't be gone. No.

Mar 16, 2011

i do

kau lah yang selalu maafkan aku kan dulu
banyak kali mana pun kau maafkan kan ?
ye aku rindu kau ,
tapi aku tahu kau takkan pernah rindu aku :'(



yea it hurts a lot .
and now , im falling in love again...
with you :')


propose me
you already knew my answer .

thank you so much

i benci u




terima kasih Farid .
terima kasih sangat sangat
memang mengguris hati ayat ni .
tapi masih tak dapat nak hilangkan rasa sayang ni
dan masih tak dapat buat saya benci dekat awak .